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Two months had passed since Rin had been surprised
by the gift of new clothing. She was happy and healthy for the first time
since her parents' deaths. She followed Lord Sesshomaru around his lands,
learning about many things as they walked. They spoke only in short
sentences when they spoke at all, which was rare. She just enjoyed being
with him. She had even learned to appreciate Jaken, though they still
argued. He was fiercely loyal to Lord Sesshomaru, and she was glad he had
such a stout supporter.
The trio traveled mostly by day, though sometimes they
walked well into the evenings. Jaken once told Rin that before she came, the
two of them sometimes would walk all night and into the next day as well.
She felt bad about being the reason for slowing them up, but when she
approached Lord Sesshomaru about it, he simply replied "do not let it
concern you". So, she let it go. Every now and then Sesshomaru would halt
his steps, peering this way and that, his every sense on alert. Sometimes he
would wait a long time in this position, other times, with barely a word to
them, he would take off in a flash of motion towards a destination unseen to
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The last, he told her with no little amount of disdain, was
only because the master did not want lesser demons coming into his domain to
eat the people. If he ignored the humans then word would get out among the
lesser demons and they would come in droves to start feasting. If that
occurred it would not be long before some insignificant lesser Demon would
challenge Lord Sesshomaru's claim to the lands. While Lord Sesshomaru was a
fierce warrior, he avoided needless conflict if possible. By protecting the
humans, he was really protecting himself. When Jaken was done spelling
things out for her, he grunted in satisfaction at the troubled look on her
face.
That evening after his return, Rin and Sesshomaru were
sitting quietly; staring at the stars and listening to the suzumushi
crickets sing their beautiful music. Jaken, for once, was out of sight. Rin
sighed, the third time in the space of a few heartbeats. "What is it Rin?
You seem troubled by something."
She remained silent a few moments more. When she said
nothing, he turned his head away from her. In a subdued tone she asked him
"Why do you allow me to stay with you? Jaken said you hated humans".
Sesshomaru did not answer right away. Nor did he turn to
look at her. He sat, motionless, as he had been before. She thought after a
long time had passed, that he was not going to answer her. She decided to go
to bed. When she made a move to stand he stopped her with his words. "I
saved your life because you helped save mine. Until I met you I had thought
all humans to be merely selfish and inconsiderate beings. Every time I enter
any village in my lands all I get are pandering humans, asking for this,
begging for that. While they do offer me food and shelter while I am there,
they also demand payment for it, regardless of the fact that I am their
protection from those that seek to harm them. Most humans I have encountered
over my lifetime have been that way. Until you, I had not thought them
worthy of my time."
"And you think I am worthy of your time?" The little girl
squeaked in astonishment. How could she, a simple farm girl with nothing but
air to her name, be worthy of such a great lord as he? She was floored by
his admission.
"You brought me food and drink when others would not have.
I was not in my lands. I had wandered into Otherworld. Remember, I told you
that our first weeks together. I doubt many people in Otherworld would
recognize me. If someone else had stumbled upon me in my weakened state, I
very well may have been killed. In my experience, humans fear what they do
not know or understand. You, on the other hand, gave me your own food, even
though you had none for yourself. You even took a beating for me. Until that
day I had never encountered such a selfless human before. I did once know of
such a human, also a girl, a little older than you. But though she acted
selflessly to help my father, I have always thought her motives to be
questionable. I now know that was probably not the case. Your kindness has
changed me in some ways. For that, I will always owe you. You will have my
gratitude forever. "
“But, Lord Sesshomaru, you did not eat all of the food I
left for you. I had started thinking you didn’t want my help after all.”
Sesshomaru turned his head to look her full in the eyes.
“I did not eat it because you had none for yourself, as I already said. I
had hoped you would eat it instead. When you didn’t… well, it was that day I
began to realize some humans were not as unworthy as I had thought. It was
the fish, however, that made me see the true kindness in your heart.”
When he stopped speaking Rin took a moment to digest his
words. In her own experience as well she had encountered much of the same
treatment as he. It had, after all, been humans that mistreated and
neglected her. It was a Demon that cared for her, took care of her, and
taught her so many things.
That night little Rin stared at the stars for long into
the night before falling into a dreamless sleep. |