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“I can’t do it!” Luka cried out as he turned and rose. He
got all of ten steps away before he dropped to his knees.
Isabo watched him and then climbed out of the tub,
concerned, shampoo running down her backside from her partially washed and
unrinsed hair. She didn’t expect this reaction to her very mild teasing. She
walked over to him and touched his cheek.
Luka cried out and stained his pants but not with urine.
“Stay away from me!” he shouted as he sprang forward away from her. “I want
you so bad right now, I can’t control myself. I don’t want to hurt you,
ever.”
“Luka, It’s alright…”
“No! It’s not!” He shouted back as he rolled into a ball
next to the wall. “I don’t want to be like him,” he sobbed.
Isabo, regretting now that she had teased him at all,
knelt on the floor in front of his shaking, drawn up body. “Luka…” What
have I done to him? I have to tell him the truth.
Luka was in the fetal position with his back against the
wall. Isabo could hear his weeping. He threw up a shaking arm, “Please, stay
back.”
She grabbed that arm and held it fast as he tried to yank
it back. “Luka, listen to me. You will never be like him. This is not your
fault. It’s mine. I brought this on.”
He shook his head and again tried to retrieve his arm
without success.
“Yes, I did,” she continued. “Luka, have you ever heard
about the heat cycle of male demons?”
He nodded.
“Well, Unicorns have a heat cycle too, but ours are
different than the demon’s. Like horses, it’s the females that have a heat
cycle. Our heat cycle is our fertile time. When we are not in heat, we can
go up to nearly 100 years without giving birth, no matter how often we mate.
But when our heat comes on, for ten years we are driven to produce as many
offspring as we can. Our bodies emit a pheromone that intensifies the mating
desire of any male near us, especially at the start of the cycle. Yesterday,
I just felt my heat cycle starting so you were not yet affected. Usually I
know weeks ahead of time but here I was so boxed up within myself that I
didn’t realize the changes in my body until you came.”
She released his arm and dropped her forehead into her
left hand.
“I’m sorry Luka,” she sobbed, “I didn’t mean to cause you
such anguish. I should have known better. Your father leaves deep scars by
his actions. I’m not the only victim; I know he’s hurt you too. Normally I
would have never done anything like this to you, but I’m desperate.” She
looked up at him. She saw his eyes and looked into them with all her
feelings exposed. “I need your help, Luka,” she pleaded.
“My help? Why? How?” he asked. He was relieved to know he
wasn’t going mad, but he still didn’t really understand.
“I will become pregnant. Over this I have no control,” she
said staring at the hands she dropped into her lap. Then, totally irrelevant
to the situation, she moved her right fingers, no pain! She then bent her
arm. Then she moved her upper arm and shoulder. It was stiff but the broken
bone and shoulder were healed. She wiped at her eyes pretending it was the
soap that was getting into them. She rose, “It’s your decision, I won’t
force you, but I want my child to be yours, not his.” She turned and walked
back to the tub. She climbed over the edge and sunk under the water. |